youyiyime

早上睡不着。起来得比较早。事实上我很能睡，也不知道自己为什么这么能睡，，我要做的事情太多了，为什么感觉有点力不从心呢？

难道，真的得来点刺激，激活我的神经。。

焦虑。。。

不想再这样下去。。

    Last friday i worked a little late and it rains very heavy outside and last for a long time, about 6 hours. When i got on the road to home, it is already 11 oclock. A low session of the road if drowned by the water then i couldn't get home. So i got back to my company and had a sleep at there. The next day when i got home i found everything in my home was all wet. My apartment is at the first floor. According to the vague line on the wall, the flood maybe had been about one metre high. Horrible! I got the news on the tv that it is the most terrible flood that happened in shenzhen once in 50 years. OMG!

    Another friend called to me said that he got home from bao'an district yesterday. it taked nearly 5 hours. B'coz the road has been drowned by the water. they had to get out of the bus and walked home. The water was at his waist. OMG! Even worse than me. I'm so lucky that i havn't got home, or maybe i would float away by the water.

    Last week my company had an inovation. There was many reasons for this inovation. But i still don't know the ture reason for it. Our head Mr yu had quited, and we were all assigned to new apartment. Yesterday i had a dinner with my former colleagues which worked in the same department. We talked a lot about the inovation and our head Mr yu. Mr yu used to be a good leader in my mind, but now, in the gathering my former manager revealed many things about Mr yu. For example, he got much money from company to his own pocket, one of the advanced manager is a relative of his wife, etc. Many things, very complicated. Althouth these things have no much matter to me, but i still have a little feelling of being cheated.
    Is the world too complicated, or just me too simple? Only after Mr yu quited then i know many things about him, are we not dare to talk about him when he was our head? Then i think of many things happened in china. Are the leader of china doing evil behind their good image? B'coz there is still no much free speech in china and the media still can not talk about the leader. How do you think about it?

我只拥有你的月光，我要把它当作骄阳

我只拥有你的地方，那是我的天堂

告诉我我该再说什么，你才肯才我多停留片刻

 

告诉我我该再做什么，你才能更快活

只有你的未来，才能挥霍我的现在

只有我的最爱，给我最致命的伤害

告诉我我该再说什么，你才肯为我多停留片　刻

告诉我我该再做什么，你才能更快活

我已深深溺爱，在这纵情的海

我已被你掩埋，任由泪水复盖